A lot of people look at us fitness “addicts” and think our obsession of taking care of ourselves is some self absorbed ego idea that we are better then everyone else. When in reality, for MOST of us, our obsession is because we never had anything make us feel worthy enough.
In my case I been bullied, molested, raped, cheated on, taken advantage of, stabbed in the back numerous times, misjudged, lied on, abused physically and mentally. I LET people my whole dam life tell or show me I’m not good enough, tear me down, and abuse me in every possible way, but it was MY FAULT.
I believed them, I put myself in dark places, I didn’t love myself at all and I felt like I didn’t deserve to be here anymore.
On more then one occasion. The gym is my therapy, my escape, my go to when I go thru this life. I embrace the pain, and fight my demons by balancing my anger and pain by taking care of MYSELF. Because that’s the only person who you count on to do just that.
Once I found my outlet I didn’t need anyone to make me feel worth piece of shit, I did the dam thing myself. I know for a fact so many of you can relate and have gone thru the same struggles. I just want you to know your not alone I am here for you and I got your back. And thank you for having mine. #Fitgoddess
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